1997-2001
An autofictional study of youthful uncertainty, with photography as a tool for self-discovery.
Rehearsals for Adulthood is a photographic essay on a painful process of growing up, in which a young man’s struggle with ideology, identity and corporeality forms the central narrative. Silomäki weaves personal experiences, memories, and imaginations into a visual narration that recalls the narrative structures of literature and cinema. His work belongs to the post-documentary tradition of photography, where documentary, fiction, and personal storytelling intersect. At the same time, as a man recounting the emotional stories of everyday life, Silomäki unsettles the very foundations of the tradition of masculine art.










If she sits here
and Paavo, the loudest boy in the class sits here.
Then I’ll seat myself here.

She passes by right here on Monday at 11.45hrs towards the reading room.
I’ll place myself here, in front of the poetry section.
The Dreamer, after Man Ray



The feeling of joy has never been stronger that my fear of its loss.

I closed my eyes
imagine I’d been at the sea
my hole life,
opened my eyes.

